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POSTED ON Monday AT 20.2.12 \\
3 more freaking days left till school ends.
Goodbye education, hello worklife.
So, am i ready? Yes? No?
I'm about to take a milestone in my life.
POSTED ON Friday AT 17.2.12 \\
POSTED ON Sunday AT 5.2.12 \\
#nowlistening Love You No More-Akon
Hey young world. How's life, you asked? Life's not a smooth sail for me (for now?) obviously based on my previous update. But every morning i thank god for letting me see through another new day. I also thank my boyf for being with me through thick and thin. Just had our anni few days back & loving him more each every day. I know people may see me cheerful & crazy outside, it's 'cos i faked a smile. Yes, unfortunately i did. Let's continue on a happy note, shall we? Besides all these sad happenings in my life, i had real good moments. Sleepover, short getaway, food fiesta, partying & some random moments. Some memories are captured in photographs, some are cherished in my mind. Boyf just turned 22 on 12nd Jan recently. Had a surprise birthday celebration for him at Clarke Quay planned by me & his sisters. It was kinda successful but not really that successful, i can say? 'cos he sensed something fishy when i kept on delaying his plans that night. You see? I'm sucha sucker in all these but i hope he appreciates whatever i did. Hehehe. Currently i'm keeping myself busy with school for now, busy with my year-end projects which i can't wait to graduate from ITE. Afterwhich, freedom!! To be honest, i only have a rough idea on what to do after i graduate. So it looks like, i have got some serious planning to do for my future. :/
Alright, gotta stop here before my post gets too wordy. I'm off, to whoever reading if i still have readers. Hahaha. More updates soon, toodles! Xoxo
POSTED ON Wednesday AT 4.1.12 \\
#nowlistening Disaster - Jojo
First update for 2012. HAPPY NEW YEAR to all! Cheers! Farewell 2011, let's welcome 2012 with open arms. Treasure the good memories close to our heart, throw away all hatred. We may not know what comes next for us in this year. & accept what comes along the way. So, surprise me.
Unlike other 3 straight years counting down to a new year with haikal & the usuals, those years at Sentosa at the beach & Siloso beach party, but this time around we had a hotel party. Afterwhich, had supper at Newton before heading home that morning. Things may not go according to plan cos i know things could have been better. Whatever it is, i feel blessed to get to usher the new year with the lovely people. I even got a new year kiss!! ;) Love you Haikal. 2 of the photos above are aisha & me on our impromptu meet-up. I'm kinda missing the rest of my friends!
Christmas holiday, over. New year holiday, over. Another long holiday is around the corner, Chi New Year! Might be heading to Msia for a short getaway (hopefully?) with my family. School holiday is ending soon, back to reality on Monday! :(
Till then, blog again soon. Xoxo
POSTED ON AT 14.12.11 \\
#nowlistening to Bow Wow's "Boy Or Girl" (personal fav)
2011 is coming to an end, wow. December just kicked in
December = projects, retail therapy & 2012 New Year celebration
Keeping myself busy with year end's project to fill my time
Skipped ZoukOut like, again
Lessen clubbing moments, only went for a few times (i can count with my fingers!)
Also, December = 1 month away from boyfriend's 22nd birthday
Plans for New Year's celebration are already in our hands & looking forward to it! Sexcited.
Sorry but i don't believe in new year's resolution. Bullshit.
Gonna have my 2012's entry soon. Look out for it people! XoXo
POSTED ON AT 14.12.11 \\
FEW PICS OF 2011
"You don’t take a photograph, you make it."-Ansel Adams
POSTED ON Sunday AT 30.10.11 \\
I miss this space of mine, the one i usually rant to. I used to update every single day for the past few years but the interest just suddenly died. Prolly my loyal readers are gone too. Lol. Maybe i was too busy living my school life, too occupied i had no time to really sit down & blog. Weekdays busy with school, weekends busy with family & Haikal. I know my blog updates used to have beautiful photos on what's going on in my life but not for this one. I am somehow lazy to transfer the photos from my phone. Haha. So far, life's good around the great people. I couldn't ask for more. :) When the time gets rough, just go with the flow. Just stay strong & accept fate. Shits happen.
I know i kept on telling myself not to make harsh decisions or say anything i'll regret later but i kept on doing it. Am i at fault? Cos old habit dies hard. Yeah? It's not easy to control something you are so powerful at. Yes, i do have my weaknesses but slowly i'm trying to be the best i could. People may talk about us but all they could do is just hate? Is that all? So i'm not gonna give a flying fuck. Nah uh. Whatever happens in this relationship, only Haikal & me knows what is going on & how we roll. We stick through good & bad times. I have to take my hats off to him for tolerating my attitude for the past 3years++++! Vice versa. LOL. Till here my people, i'm off. Another update, soon-ish! Xoxo.
No doubt, i'm so high on love with Muhammad Haikal. Muah.
POSTED ON Saturday AT 29.10.11 \\
I enjoy life, i love & i hate. I don't go around asking for sympathy, all i need is for people to understand me. That is it. I know that in order for people to understand me, i need to do the same in the first place. Sometimes lady luck shines on me but i do need to go through bad times to understand what is life. I'm not saying i'm leading a fucking happy life now but everything are balanced. With my family, love & girlfriends. I need to start changing my mindset & control my anger on some matters immediately. Pronto. Sometimes i feel i have issues with myself. That sad, huh? Hahaha. I'm trying slowly & how i wish people would shut the fuck up & see the effort i'm making in whatever i do. So, just sit back & relax, see what i can do.
I'm not lucky, i'm blessed. Yes.
POSTED ON AT 2.7.11 \\
I suck in updating my blog already. I've lost the urge to update my blogger like before. Anyways, who blogs already for there is Tumblr now. True that? So a sucker i am, i don't even have Tumblr. All i own is a twitter account so for my loyal readers (IF YOU STILL EXIST), feel free to follow me on twitter. Im active 24/7 there.
Life's been fair for me so far. My world revolves around my family, boyfriend & girlfriends. Going through rough days were crazy, i tell you, almost on the verge of giving up everything & everyone that very moment but i told myself not to always make harsh decisions when i'm angry. Must not make that a habit. I don't wanna lose anything at the end of the day, yeah? It sucks to be me but all that matters is that i know no one is perfect. I'm 20 already, birthday celebration was very simple. Gonna party anytime soon? We're laidback now. Hahaha that's my nightlife now. Haikal has already turned a big 21 & ORD from NS. Congrats baby. School is making me stress all thanks to the big projects. Bitching & dramas among us. Oh well, girlssss. Nothing new. LOL, but gotta put everything aside to make our event a success. Haikal has been a lovely boyfriend but which relationship has no fucking shitty moments you tell me? We go through heaven & hell together & we just had our 35 months anniversary early this week. Which means, our big 3years next month, bitches! Something to obviously look forward to. Haikal will be leaving me for his Phuket trip with the guys in weeks time so i guess it's time for me to spend quality time with my girls too? Hehehe have fun there baby. School's gonna reopen that week that's why i can't tag along. Not forgetting, my wonderful family. 3 words for them ; I LOVE THEM. xoxo
I'll take my leave now. I'll be back for more updates my people. :) Hugs & kisses from me.
POSTED ON AT 8.1.11 \\
Hey young world. I neglected this space of mine so it's no surprise all my loyal readers are gone. Apologies for missing in action, busy living life yo. I can't remember my last update, but it was in 2010. It's already 2011 people!! 2010 was full of shiets, too little happiness but i'm thankful i got through it. Fuck the past, move on to 2011. :) We fucking missed out Avalon At Large & Zoukout. Nevertheless, many great moments happened in 2010 like night-cycling with the usual people from east coast to changi village to & fro, sentosa-ing & i got to ride luge for the first time in my life & spent awesome times with family & love. Not forgetting, my dearest babygirls. Obviously, let's hope for more awesome moments with the people in near future. Minus the shiets, please.
2010 ended & started 2011 in a great way. Slightly different from yesteryears, celebrated with boyf's friends instead. Partied at Siloso Beach Party was great. We got the VIP entry. A little bit turn-off was that we went in abit late so yeah, time past so quick that i wanted to stay & not go home. Hahaha crazy girl. We got spotted & thanks to afat & arai for buying the photo (above). But overall, special thanks to boyf fer surprising me with the tix! Oh, thanks for going out with my parents for the first time everrrr! :) Did i mention school is gonna resume on monday? Boring!
Boyf's 21st birthday is just 4 days away! Gonna have a simple mini advanced celebration with him, just the two of us hehehehe on Sunday. Can't wait!! & we're turning 30th this month, insyAllah. Alright people, i'm off. Thanks for dropping by & be back again for more updates! Hugs & kisses :)
POSTED ON Monday AT 20.2.12 \\
3 more freaking days left till school ends.
Goodbye education, hello worklife.
So, am i ready? Yes? No?
I'm about to take a milestone in my life.
POSTED ON Friday AT 17.2.12 \\
POSTED ON Sunday AT 5.2.12 \\
#nowlistening Love You No More-Akon
Hey young world. How's life, you asked? Life's not a smooth sail for me (for now?) obviously based on my previous update. But every morning i thank god for letting me see through another new day. I also thank my boyf for being with me through thick and thin. Just had our anni few days back & loving him more each every day. I know people may see me cheerful & crazy outside, it's 'cos i faked a smile. Yes, unfortunately i did. Let's continue on a happy note, shall we? Besides all these sad happenings in my life, i had real good moments. Sleepover, short getaway, food fiesta, partying & some random moments. Some memories are captured in photographs, some are cherished in my mind. Boyf just turned 22 on 12nd Jan recently. Had a surprise birthday celebration for him at Clarke Quay planned by me & his sisters. It was kinda successful but not really that successful, i can say? 'cos he sensed something fishy when i kept on delaying his plans that night. You see? I'm sucha sucker in all these but i hope he appreciates whatever i did. Hehehe. Currently i'm keeping myself busy with school for now, busy with my year-end projects which i can't wait to graduate from ITE. Afterwhich, freedom!! To be honest, i only have a rough idea on what to do after i graduate. So it looks like, i have got some serious planning to do for my future. :/
Alright, gotta stop here before my post gets too wordy. I'm off, to whoever reading if i still have readers. Hahaha. More updates soon, toodles! Xoxo
POSTED ON Wednesday AT 4.1.12 \\
#nowlistening Disaster - Jojo
First update for 2012. HAPPY NEW YEAR to all! Cheers! Farewell 2011, let's welcome 2012 with open arms. Treasure the good memories close to our heart, throw away all hatred. We may not know what comes next for us in this year. & accept what comes along the way. So, surprise me.
Unlike other 3 straight years counting down to a new year with haikal & the usuals, those years at Sentosa at the beach & Siloso beach party, but this time around we had a hotel party. Afterwhich, had supper at Newton before heading home that morning. Things may not go according to plan cos i know things could have been better. Whatever it is, i feel blessed to get to usher the new year with the lovely people. I even got a new year kiss!! ;) Love you Haikal. 2 of the photos above are aisha & me on our impromptu meet-up. I'm kinda missing the rest of my friends!
Christmas holiday, over. New year holiday, over. Another long holiday is around the corner, Chi New Year! Might be heading to Msia for a short getaway (hopefully?) with my family. School holiday is ending soon, back to reality on Monday! :(
Till then, blog again soon. Xoxo
POSTED ON AT 14.12.11 \\
#nowlistening to Bow Wow's "Boy Or Girl" (personal fav)
2011 is coming to an end, wow. December just kicked in
December = projects, retail therapy & 2012 New Year celebration
Keeping myself busy with year end's project to fill my time
Skipped ZoukOut like, again
Lessen clubbing moments, only went for a few times (i can count with my fingers!)
Also, December = 1 month away from boyfriend's 22nd birthday
Plans for New Year's celebration are already in our hands & looking forward to it! Sexcited.
Sorry but i don't believe in new year's resolution. Bullshit.
Gonna have my 2012's entry soon. Look out for it people! XoXo
POSTED ON AT 14.12.11 \\
FEW PICS OF 2011
"You don’t take a photograph, you make it."-Ansel Adams
POSTED ON Sunday AT 30.10.11 \\
I miss this space of mine, the one i usually rant to. I used to update every single day for the past few years but the interest just suddenly died. Prolly my loyal readers are gone too. Lol. Maybe i was too busy living my school life, too occupied i had no time to really sit down & blog. Weekdays busy with school, weekends busy with family & Haikal. I know my blog updates used to have beautiful photos on what's going on in my life but not for this one. I am somehow lazy to transfer the photos from my phone. Haha. So far, life's good around the great people. I couldn't ask for more. :) When the time gets rough, just go with the flow. Just stay strong & accept fate. Shits happen.
I know i kept on telling myself not to make harsh decisions or say anything i'll regret later but i kept on doing it. Am i at fault? Cos old habit dies hard. Yeah? It's not easy to control something you are so powerful at. Yes, i do have my weaknesses but slowly i'm trying to be the best i could. People may talk about us but all they could do is just hate? Is that all? So i'm not gonna give a flying fuck. Nah uh. Whatever happens in this relationship, only Haikal & me knows what is going on & how we roll. We stick through good & bad times. I have to take my hats off to him for tolerating my attitude for the past 3years++++! Vice versa. LOL. Till here my people, i'm off. Another update, soon-ish! Xoxo.
No doubt, i'm so high on love with Muhammad Haikal. Muah.
POSTED ON Saturday AT 29.10.11 \\
I enjoy life, i love & i hate. I don't go around asking for sympathy, all i need is for people to understand me. That is it. I know that in order for people to understand me, i need to do the same in the first place. Sometimes lady luck shines on me but i do need to go through bad times to understand what is life. I'm not saying i'm leading a fucking happy life now but everything are balanced. With my family, love & girlfriends. I need to start changing my mindset & control my anger on some matters immediately. Pronto. Sometimes i feel i have issues with myself. That sad, huh? Hahaha. I'm trying slowly & how i wish people would shut the fuck up & see the effort i'm making in whatever i do. So, just sit back & relax, see what i can do.
I'm not lucky, i'm blessed. Yes.
POSTED ON AT 2.7.11 \\
I suck in updating my blog already. I've lost the urge to update my blogger like before. Anyways, who blogs already for there is Tumblr now. True that? So a sucker i am, i don't even have Tumblr. All i own is a twitter account so for my loyal readers (IF YOU STILL EXIST), feel free to follow me on twitter. Im active 24/7 there.
Life's been fair for me so far. My world revolves around my family, boyfriend & girlfriends. Going through rough days were crazy, i tell you, almost on the verge of giving up everything & everyone that very moment but i told myself not to always make harsh decisions when i'm angry. Must not make that a habit. I don't wanna lose anything at the end of the day, yeah? It sucks to be me but all that matters is that i know no one is perfect. I'm 20 already, birthday celebration was very simple. Gonna party anytime soon? We're laidback now. Hahaha that's my nightlife now. Haikal has already turned a big 21 & ORD from NS. Congrats baby. School is making me stress all thanks to the big projects. Bitching & dramas among us. Oh well, girlssss. Nothing new. LOL, but gotta put everything aside to make our event a success. Haikal has been a lovely boyfriend but which relationship has no fucking shitty moments you tell me? We go through heaven & hell together & we just had our 35 months anniversary early this week. Which means, our big 3years next month, bitches! Something to obviously look forward to. Haikal will be leaving me for his Phuket trip with the guys in weeks time so i guess it's time for me to spend quality time with my girls too? Hehehe have fun there baby. School's gonna reopen that week that's why i can't tag along. Not forgetting, my wonderful family. 3 words for them ; I LOVE THEM. xoxo
I'll take my leave now. I'll be back for more updates my people. :) Hugs & kisses from me.
POSTED ON AT 8.1.11 \\
Hey young world. I neglected this space of mine so it's no surprise all my loyal readers are gone. Apologies for missing in action, busy living life yo. I can't remember my last update, but it was in 2010. It's already 2011 people!! 2010 was full of shiets, too little happiness but i'm thankful i got through it. Fuck the past, move on to 2011. :) We fucking missed out Avalon At Large & Zoukout. Nevertheless, many great moments happened in 2010 like night-cycling with the usual people from east coast to changi village to & fro, sentosa-ing & i got to ride luge for the first time in my life & spent awesome times with family & love. Not forgetting, my dearest babygirls. Obviously, let's hope for more awesome moments with the people in near future. Minus the shiets, please.
2010 ended & started 2011 in a great way. Slightly different from yesteryears, celebrated with boyf's friends instead. Partied at Siloso Beach Party was great. We got the VIP entry. A little bit turn-off was that we went in abit late so yeah, time past so quick that i wanted to stay & not go home. Hahaha crazy girl. We got spotted & thanks to afat & arai for buying the photo (above). But overall, special thanks to boyf fer surprising me with the tix! Oh, thanks for going out with my parents for the first time everrrr! :) Did i mention school is gonna resume on monday? Boring!
Boyf's 21st birthday is just 4 days away! Gonna have a simple mini advanced celebration with him, just the two of us hehehehe on Sunday. Can't wait!! & we're turning 30th this month, insyAllah. Alright people, i'm off. Thanks for dropping by & be back again for more updates! Hugs & kisses :)
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